One Way , No going back ...

Assalamualaikum and Hello to my fellow readers :)

*breathes in and out*

Tak semua di dunia ni senang……ada kalanya kita jatuh dan ada kalanya juga kita naik…..Allah , He has our stories written….. but it is us who decides which path are we taking….. Either we venture and the road to Jannah or we run towards Jahannam .  On 19 december  2014 , I will be at the age of eighteen . The point of life where every teenager changes to a stage where the real deal is , how we handle it and how we control ourselves . This is time to shape who we really are….. who you really want to be …. What do you want to achieve in your prestigious life.

Saya ada tengok satu video bertajuk  "Budak Baru" .. it made me think so much ..... it's true .....one way.....one decision..... and no going back..... yes..It's time for us.... to build our own paths...our own future, our life..... This is the crossroad between your dream and yourself..... Think wisely everybody....  Hanya satu jalan yang kita boleh pilih...........satu jalan.... yang akan menentukan macam mana hidup kita pada masa hadapan ...
I'm fine here....Allah has given me the priviledge to live another day ... Alhamdullillah :')

Selama beberapa hari ni saya banyak buat research tentang university , tentang cabaran , pro's and con's to be a doctor dan baaaanyak lagi.. Contohnya , pernah tak terfikir untuk tanya diri sendiri macam ni... Kenapa aku nak jadi *insert impian anda* ? Kalau macam nadia.. Nadia nak jadi doktor...jadi... "Kenapa nak jadi doktor? " Nak  tolong orang.... Tanya lagi...Nak tolong macam mana? Pekerjaan lain pun boleh tolong orang lain...kenapa pilih doktor ? Kau rasa kau mampu ke nak tempuhi jadi doktor? With the towering stress , the outstanding challenges, the hectic working hours , the compressing pressure , the heartaches and so on.

You have to ponder and acknowledge what course are you going into... Dunia apa yang awak akan libatkan diri...Nadia....ask your heart...are you ready for this ? are you really to face...everything Nadia? Awak akan mengalami segala perasaan dan pelbagai situasi dan pengalaman.......dan bukan semua perkara itu indah.... kita kene ingat ...setiap perkara di dunia ni ...ada masa turun dan ada masa naik..... kita tak boleh berputus asa dengan cepat....kita kene kuat dan tetap pendirian ^-^ . This is going to be one heck of a journey ..... you have to know how to act , how to tackle your time and energy for work and family tapi...... yang paling penting adalah hati ..... jika hatinya baik , maka baiklah seseorang itu..... be and stay humble.... Nenek saya selalu sangat pesan kt saya mcm ni... "Nadia...... kita kt dunia ni ....hindarlah dari sifat tamak...manusia zaman sekarang..tak pernah puas dengan apa yang diorang ada" .... Masa mula - mula nadia dengarkan aje..maklumla...  cakap orang tua kan ? :) tapi lama - lama nadia banyak perhatikan orang sekeliling nadia.... and nadia kaji sedikit demi sedikit... betul ape cakap nenek... manusia dia takkan pernah puas dengan apa yang dia ada.....

Hati dengan niat kita itulah yang paling penting..... Protect it from the small and naughty dark spots that's going to invade that heart. Niat kita mestilah betul... Niat Lillahitaala.... Make dua for prevention from "riak" and "ujub"in our hearts.... Let us be sincere in everything we do....... Dan ingat.. apa - apa yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.......Allah has his own reasons for all our whys and sorrows... He is giving us what we want.....but.....every human will ask this time to time.... "When ?" when will Allah give us what we want.... Dear friends , we have to be truly patient.... In our lives , there will be sorrow and happiness....Remember .... make your family and friends happy , make them smile.... give them happiness... We don't know when will our time comes....when will our name fall from Arash , and death is destined upon us... kita tak tahu semua tu.... Jadi bersederhanalah dengan cara hidup kita and don't hold back , it's a waste of time wondering about what people think of you, be yourself , be honest..... hindarkan diri dari fitnah dan berpendirian teguh dari anasir - anasir luar. But if you want to dream in this life....remember..... dream BIG.

It's not easy.............saya tau..saya pun pernah mengalami dan sedang mengalaminya.... Tapi apa yang pasti kita tak dapat nak puaskan hati semua orang kan ? dan.. yang pasti kita tak akan terlepas dari menyakiti orang lain ...lagi - lagi orang yang kita sayang .... hurm... this is a fact....dan saya pasti jika semua orang mempunyai peluang untuk kembali ke masa silam..mesti mereka akan cuba sebaik mungkin untuk mengelakkan dari menyakiti sesiapa pun :')

Jadi di sini , saya Nadia Amira binti Mohamed Nasir ingin menyusun sepuluh jari saya yang pendek ni , atas semua kesilapan dan kesalahan saya yang disengajakan atau tidak disengajakan..dari segi perbuatan mahupun perkataan kepada semua yang mengenali saya . Setiap manusia tidak lepas dengan kesalahan kerana kita semua tidak sempurna . Nadia betul betul nak minta maaf kt semua orang dengan hati yang ikhlas. Forgive me for all of my mistakes that  i had ever done towards all of you sincerely from this little heart of mine . 

Dulu... kawan saya pernah cakap "Life is unfair" and I rejected that , I didn't agree . We debated furiously on the topic and ended up silly with the giggles and laughters . I still hold on to that "Life is fair to all people" but another friend of mine gave me a motivational video today..... and it triggered me , it was the last piece of the puzzle ...... Thank you awak , you changed this hot headed girl"s perspective ..... Impressive I might say..... Hahaha, good one . "Life  isn"t always fair but it's great to be alive" . Say Alhamdullillah and do good deeds, show your gratitude to Allah by performing your solat and controlling your lust.

" Happiness is a choice , To be better is a choice , to move on is a choice "

Setiap manusia kat dunia ni ada pilihan , and it's up to us to choose which one ,  is the best for us :) hehehe.

"You can't blame  Shaytan for your actions , because on the Day of Judgement he will say :
I had no authority over you , I only invited you and you responded , So do not blame me but blame yourselves.."

(Quran 14:22) 

Allahuakhbar ... This is really a test for our generation my friends...Let's fight it together.

So, for me I have decided..to BE a doctor. seorang doktor yang beriman.. either a gynaecologist or a paeditrician :)

Dr Nadia Amira Binti Mohamed Nasir , insyaAllah one day , Amin Ya Rabb :)

That's all for now , see you in the future my lovely readers .. Merci to you that took your time to read this girl's blog . Hehe. Hope to meet again one day . Au revoir mes amie !