Crushed hopes and dreams

Assalamualaikum , hey .... *fake smile

I'm now doing some research for the symposium...time is limited and I am in a very messy self . Packed schedules , upcoming exams , night classes , weekends programs , buliding stress , unsolve problems and rough times . Everything is in one time , I assure you ...a person who can cope with all of this has  strong mentality and physical . I , on the other hand is a weak and unconfident girl that is still dreaming in the land of fairytales and haven't realize that my biggest examination is coming in a few months . I am still in the midst where children thought that the most pain is where when you fall and scratched your knee. Alas , I was truly wrong ..the pain of heartbreaks , dissapointments and expectations hurts way beyond compare than getting a little wound on your knee . I appreciate when people advise me and say " Nadia , sabar eh ? korbankan untuk tahun ni je ...just this year ..." Do you think I don't sacrifice this year ? I spent every minute and every second timed , my activities every day packed and the strength to go on ..EVERY DAY ..... actually I am tired of people keep saying those words .. Is it wrong , just to praise and appreciate what have I did and stuggled to do ? IS THAT SO HARD ? All people do is push , push and PUSHH ! Don't you know how hard I tried to maintain everything ? but all you see is me sulking and getting emotional for only because i'm stressed and sick  . Well , here is a word from me . I AM TIRED of working my best to get good results , increase my confidence , etc but none of you are praising or even say "Yeah , you have the skill , that's why the chose you"... or say ... "Wow , you are one hard - working girl ". How can I increase my self in academics or cocuriculum if nobody really gives me real support and not only hurting advices . Let me tell you , everyday when I walk up those stairs till the 3rd floor , I feel like my legs are going to fall apart .. Every afternoon I try to keep awake and sleep at 12 every night and wake up at 4 every morning . I know I am not the most active girl or the prettiest or one of the intellegent girls but at least i have the initiative to try to be one . That's is all . Goodbye ..

-Nadia Amira -

Sincerely me :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t . hey there peeps :)
 now it is 3.48 p.m ,  pkul 5 dah nak balik asrama .... hmmm .. biasanya time - time mcm ni agak semangat nak balik ..but this time truly i don't want to go back ... I miss my family , friends so much :')

hehehe . well , dear beloved friends ... we are going to leave the world of school , that we had so much memories together , the laughter , the fun and the cries .. you gotta be lying that you won't miss all of that right ? Truthfully , I miss my friends in Johor sooo much :) It has been quite awhile since i met or even called you guys </3  ingat lagi masa first time jejak sekolah tu , semua dgn muka blurr , skema masing - masing ... and now look ... kita semua dah form 5 . Penghujung dunia sekolah menengah ...lepas ni mesti semua dah pergi haluan masing - masing kan ? I hope you guys all the best :)

Some words from Nadia Amira Binti Mohamed Nasir to you guys :

- Friends from Johor -

Korang , kita dah jnji kn nak straight A+ sama - sama ? :) Make sure korang dapat tau ! Aku nak tengok nnti :p hahahha , Study smart , sacrifice everything for just this year okay ? Jangan melawan cakap cikgu ! Jaga diri baik - baik . Jaga kesihatan . And to my cute juniors and adik - adik  , study betul - betul and nikmatilah detik- detik persekolahan selagi korang boleh . Chiayokkk ! I Love you guys ! haha . Btw , nadia dah makin tinggi okay :p nnti aku smpai johor terkejut korang ! hehehe . That's all . Best Of Luck SPM 2013 :)

- Friends from Sabah -

Ehem ehem . hey ... first off all :)  nadia nak ckp thanks sbb jadi kawan nadia in a short period of time . Korang bnyk bantu nadia , seriously , thnks :) . Batch 0913 , jom score SPM ramai - ramai :) heee , Semua  A+ InsyaAllah ...Amim . Study smart , jaga diri & kesihatan . That's all for now . Love you guys :)


okay , that's all for now . Nak kene bersiap . Going back tu hostel . Au revoire :)

 Sincerely
Nadia Amira <3

A new hobby :)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t :)
hey there ! Nadia Amira here , heeee , budak asrama yg baru balik ? :) yeahhh , that's me !

The title, "A new Hobby .  Nadia Amira has officially has a new hobby and that is writing .

Write about anything you want and anything you feel . you could express everything in words plus you could improve your english too . I start to intrest in writing when i read a Chicken Soup book , you should read one of these . There are the best ! It can make you scream , cry and smile of happiness by just sentences . It touches your heart directly and deeply. With words you can make a person more highly spirited and more motivated . You can practically do anything with words , you just need to write with your heart and express what you feel . I write honestly and so my words are true . I am just an ordinary girl that writes to express her inner emotions . is that wrong ? I like to write it out this way than writing in a diary . Its safer and helps me a lot as i am not myself for these couple of days ,  So would you like to read my entries that i have made manually during my days in boarding school  ? 

If you want , then wait patiently for my next entry okay ? 
 Be safe and stay cute .
Will be writing very soon !