Today as I woke up from a shimmering sunlight on my face and realized that I had slept on the sofa with my beloved cousin . I walked slowly to my room step by step , consuming everything that has happened to me for the past month . Various feelings occupied my heart as one by one of the events passed through my mind , everything that has happened has given me a lesson to remember for life . I know none of us wanted this to happen , we were just having fun in our lives and then we got hit by reality . My fingers ironically types a song called " To Build A home " at the youtube search box . The melody of this orchestra song didn't filled my ears but my heart . It gives a sense of relaxation to me to enter my own world of hopes and dreams . A place where I can imagine anything that I desire and what not . It's kind of weird that how much you have been hurt , you will still feel how your heart just drops and crashes into pieces . With everything normal that's happening in the house , the noises of brothers fighting , sounds of cuzzies chatter and giggle and there's me in my world .
I calmed my feelings down and did everything normally , I'm a strong young lady and I know where I stand . It is ridiculous to sulk and be unhappy all day along just because you bumped into a small bump in your life . I know I am going to get hard time in my life . But this time i have my friends to support me . I love you all . That's all for now . Assalamualaikum :]